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S1 Ep 5 : Father and Me

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Episode 5

###Father and Me ###

In two different ways a father and sons life is sacred .
First
I don’t know about your but I consider my father way more like a super human than anyone else . My father had and has a lot of wishes and dreams just like me he sacrificed his dreams for mine .( It gets more complicated ahead ) I used to feel like what ever he does is in good will for me . Either I could never know or maybe I not understand . But that all started to collapse . When I thought that I can’t fullfill his dreams or even mine if I think like he did or he did not . That’s when or infact sometimes I just wonder is it my inside Rebel trying to do the same just in a different way .
I sometimes wonder that he is wrong and sometimes think he is the ultimate truth. But he is not both actually he is also a tired hard-working but young man with dreams .

Jezz thinking of me and dad I get too deep . Enough but the second . Topic is something .

Second
It’s sacred Because it’s like the Netflix series of Scared games . Like the character complication is so deep . Just wondered the tactics of an intelligent dad trying to convince the son for any thing is just like the Ramayanas and Mahabharats tactics of hidden patterns of life and how it convinces .it is a battlefield dad gaytonde and poor Sartaj . And in this game some Times Both fail or sometime just the stronger one wins .

It really is a big confusing game of experience and knowledge .
In my case I have done the sacrifices too I know I mi8 loose yet I took his advice he . Will never understand and maybe we will Loose then I just wonder why not we loose together . Sometimes I just wish that me and my dad should do it but . I just can’t open up . To him maybe he Will understand maybe I mi8 be wrong but I just want to begin with my dad and start to do what we both love to i know he can . I just wish he would understand too .
But ri8 now it seems he is gonna sacrifice for my dreams . I don’t actually wanna shatter either ones dream . But .
Wait I don’t wanna get emotional .
This time he made me convince to come to Kerala and explore up here . I don’t regret his this decision a bit .
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S1 Ep 4 : The Fear of Isolation

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Post date September 13, 2018
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### The Fear of Isolation ###
Isolation used to be my heavenly state for me that was when I used to feel connected to the universe better . That was a joke I have to specify because somepeople don’t get sarcasm . I used to always keep myself alone atleast in my childhood sometimes just because I had no other choice but I owned it . I owned being alone and stay alway from people .

But it is not something we could always have it cause nothing good in life stays for ever and all good things Have to come to an end. I started to mingle along with my classmates and my brother when around I was in class 2nd . (Don’t judge me I just and have an amazing eventual memory I remember events of my life . ) . Then I kinda liked and embraced the feeling of being socialised as you know the kids who lag in sleep are the once who sleep the most in colleges and the bully becomes the picked one . Just like that I started making friends I became attached to my friends .
But again “I told u this good times always end up fast in life ” I got transferred to another place this time I I thought who would work hard and make friends and then one day again to loose them . So I became introverted again and this time it was bad .
As I was in my coming teens I started Feeling depressed and the feeling of not be able to perform better in studies depressed me more . And unfortunately the principal was my father’s friend. And he tell my dad my dad being a good human takes his words for consideration and tells me . He used to make me give impositions luckily I loved writing so I took it in a positive way but slowly it started getting bored because I always need some kind of change in my impositions . And it was all boring .
And all this used to happen infront of the class that i used to isolate myself . As I used to isolate myself the students used to hate me more when I used try mingle up.
That really isolated me alot harder than others part of my life . So while coming to Kerala I decided not to be isolated and not to let anyone isolated infront of me and so I made a few lot of friends .
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S 1 Ep 3 : Procrastination

Post author By Jovinjith Kennedy
Post date September 12, 2018
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Episode 3

## Procrastinating Frustration ##
Big words and a big pain in the head . Procrastinating is my biggest issue and with time it starts to subsidies . But I really wish if I hadn’t procrastinated I would had become a better in life cause there were time in life that I made a few game in my computer name it ” jo’s adventure ” and made it some what a big deal among friends and then they kept asking me for a few days when was I launching it . I kept saying I’ll publish it as I make it perfect .
Procrastination is the fear of a not Making it perfect and not being perfect .

All this issues are a part of bad social Stigma that we are brought up with that what ever we do must be perfect and we should not make any mistakes . Infact the first thing that school should teach is that it’s OK it make mistakes and through that is how we learn . I am lucky that no one thought me it that I could talk about it ri8 now and make it available to you .
Procrastination is not just the issue the frustration that comes with is something much more demonic I can never tell you how bad it could get because the thought of that itself is depressing .
Just take the case of your life now everyone knows that they have just one life . And they got to do what they love . Yet we fear to make mistakes and then there is no fun in learning . I love making mistakes . It makes feel I need to get better .

The people or the community that makes u not let you do your dreams will die but you are the one who has to live with it your whole life that’s the only reason .
In my life I have done hell lot of stuff that I wish I hadn’t been afraid of showing it to the world. Only if I could do it life would be better . I really didn’t start blogging to boost about me . So I won’t do it.
I do am still dealing with it I hope u mi8 be dealing with it too let us know if you do in the comments and break free from this issue . As i am out of the blog talking to u the readers the struggles of my flighting out of my procrastination and posting this post is also a big act for me so feel free to support and suggest .

I am not afraid to loose cause I am sure loosing is just a part of winning.
## by Jovinjith Kennedy ##