# Turning Point #
### The Fear of Isolation ###
Isolation used to be my heavenly state for me that was when I used to feel connected to the universe better . That was a joke I have to specify because somepeople don’t get sarcasm . I used to always keep myself alone atleast in my childhood sometimes just because I had no other choice but I owned it . I owned being alone and stay alway from people .
But it is not something we could always have it cause nothing good in life stays for ever and all good things Have to come to an end. I started to mingle along with my classmates and my brother when around I was in class 2nd . (Don’t judge me I just and have an amazing eventual memory I remember events of my life . ) . Then I kinda liked and embraced the feeling of being socialised as you know the kids who lag in sleep are the once who sleep the most in colleges and the bully becomes the picked one . Just like that I started making friends I became attached to my friends .
But again “I told u this good times always end up fast in life ” I got transferred to another place this time I I thought who would work hard and make friends and then one day again to loose them . So I became introverted again and this time it was bad .
As I was in my coming teens I started Feeling depressed and the feeling of not be able to perform better in studies depressed me more . And unfortunately the principal was my father’s friend. And he tell my dad my dad being a good human takes his words for consideration and tells me . He used to make me give impositions luckily I loved writing so I took it in a positive way but slowly it started getting bored because I always need some kind of change in my impositions . And it was all boring .
And all this used to happen infront of the class that i used to isolate myself . As I used to isolate myself the students used to hate me more when I used try mingle up.
That really isolated me alot harder than others part of my life . So while coming to Kerala I decided not to be isolated and not to let anyone isolated infront of me and so I made a few lot of friends .
## by Jovinjith Kennedy ##
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